♠ I'll always be there for you.

It's all in the mind.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Next week will be the start of hell.
My field camp.
No matter how reluctant i am.
Without a doubt, this is something i have to go through, in fact every NS man have to go through.
5 days without water. x(
However, i'll just endure.
My sect com said something that struck my mind when i heard it.
This is what he said,

"Injustice may come your way but you'll stand tall and proud.
People can make you do things you don't want to do.
They can take away your admin time but they can't take away your dignity.
Not even us(sergeants)."

How true.
Anyways, i'm gonna make full use of my 3 days off.
Sunday got to book in early to prepare for field camp.
Take care peeps.
Thanks for dropping in. :)

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
11:31 PM

Self-centred.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

It's just so easy to say but yet so difficult to do.
Maybe it might just be me.
I insist on too much but that's because i care.
Sometimes, caring too much is also a predicament.
I'm just too weak.
Too lousy.

Girls, no offence ok.
Most girls are superficial .
I got 2 NS friends.
Both were with their girlfriend for quite some time already.
Recently their girlfriend dump them for other guy.
Why?
The reasons are,
- you are botak
- you got no time for me what
- you expect me to wait for you for 2 years meh
- it's embarrassing to go out with my boyfriend when he is botak
- when i go out with my friends and they see me with my boyfriend, i just say is my friend cause i don't want my friends to know that my boyfriend is botak and still serving NS.

Seriously, where's all of your conscience?
So meaning that if your boyfriend got no hair then cannot be together with him?
Where is the, "i love you"?
Or is it just i love you with hair?
This is preposterous!
So meaning when we are botak, we are not human?
Where's the humanity?
Have you been in your shoes?
Is not that we want to be in this situation.
Your boyfriend is out there training and protecting the country and you are home, at your own comfort zone, relaxing and yet you have the hardihood to say that?
I guess girls won't understand how it really feels like to be NS eh?
Not that i'm whining about it.
Is just that i'm pissed because of what those girls did to my friends.
They don't deserve that.
They did their best.
They did what they could.
They spend every single weekend of their book out with their girlfriend.
When they are in camp, their girlfriend are whirling around their mind.
Their girlfriend are their motivation to everything.
Still and all, the girls insist on abandoning and go with someone who can spend more time and has more hair.
So that's the way it should be?
I just feel unfair for them.
Sighhh.

Until you lose it then you start to treasure.
That will be too late.
Quote from my bro, Edwin.
'You never know what you have until it's gone.'

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
8:28 PM

SUPPORT.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Ok, i'm back and i'm going to be gone soon.
LOL.
Booking in later.
This week is my live range week which means i have to stay in camp.
I don't know how the system works and when am i going to book out.
Nevertheless, the waiting is painful.
Shall look on the bright side and hopefully time will pass fast enough.

I have been in army for 1 month already.
Another 5 weeks to POP.
Can't wait.
Baby won't be there to see as she is going for Church camp but nevermind, my family will be there. :)
I never expect TV, my own bedroom, my bed, my pillow and my comforter, my computer and even my HANDPHONE CHARGER to be that important to me.
Especially weekends, it is very important to me.
Every minute, every second.
Things is going well for me.
Thank God for that.
He is faithful and He is always there for me.
Hope everything will be good. :)
My handphone's contract is up.
I thought of jumping over to Singtel but currently all the offer phone sucks.
Shall wait til the next promotion.

Ok i got to go pack my stuff already.
Take care people.
Until i book out again.
*bye*

To you.
Happy 1 year and 3 months baby.
We have been through alot and not everyone can comprehend that.
Not gonna book out for 12 days.
Please take good care of yourself and your ankles too.
Anything, just sms me ok?
I'll miss you.
HAPPY 1 YEAR 3 MONTHS DEAR. <3

my one and my only.
there is none like you.

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
4:50 PM

Resuscitation of love.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Before i leave.
I treasure the time we had together.
Although it's short, we still have fun.
Thanks for the effort.
I appreciate.
One more week til i'm out.
Take good care of yourself, especially your ankles.
I won't be there to take care and remind you.
So please remember.
iloveyou.

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
6:19 PM

I'll wait.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

I'll wait.
I'll wait til the day where you really mean every word and not just saying it.
I'll wait.

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
12:08 PM

The best of the best.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Hey people.
I'm back, from camp.
Hahaha.
All thanks to the Deepavali. :)
Training there was alright.
Just that i have to train hard to get my running stamina back cause i haven't been really running and train hard for my running.
I use to run 10min for my 2.4 but for my ippt, i got tired easily. :(
Sucks.
My totally flunk my chin up due to my wrist and i don't wanna further injure or apply anymore stress to it.
Took me quite a long time to recover it.
As i told you, training was alright as i do lots of exercising and work out last time so wasn't much of a problem to me.
The only problem was, i miss home, i miss my love ones.
I miss my AH MA, my family, my baby girl, my 3 lovely dogs.
I cab back home after my book out as my bag is damn heavy and i'm very sweaty.
I don't want to smell in the bus and train.
Of course i'm not going to do that every book out.

The moment i went back home.
I went to see my Ah Ma first.
She saw me walking pass the window, she said,
"Woooo! Ah Bee come back already." in dialet.
She stand up and walk towards the door.
She wanted to open the door for me but i open the door already.
She gave me a hug herself.
Cause normally i will go and hug her but this time she came and hug me.
She didn't mind that i was all dirty and smelly.
Soooo sweet right?
Randy (L) my Ah Ma! :)
She's the best!

When i went back home.
I open the door, my 3 dogs keep barking at me.
Just because i'm botak and i haven't been home for 1 week.
They don't recognise me already. ZZZZZZZZZZZZ! -.-
So many clothes to wash.
Oh ya!
I'm booking back in on Monday night.
How cool is that? LOL! :D
Ok, shall stop here.
Time to practise for the songs for Church on Sunday.
Bye peeps!
Thanks for tagging me. :)
Take care!

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
8:27 PM

The End!

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Bye people!

Take care everyone!

I'll miss everyone!

See you all in 2 weeks time. :)

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
11:28 PM

4 days

Monday, October 5, 2009

Yes. Like what the title says, I'm left with 4 days.

-- Post From My iPod touch. :)

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
10:32 AM

爱来的刚好

Monday, September 28, 2009

歌手：张智成

总是和你擦肩而过回来看着你走
我说服自己你从来就不属于我
也在心里偷偷想过拥有你陪伴的生活
对我会是多么奢侈的梦

你完美的太过火有太多的选择
我还能付出什么除了爱你
我一无所有

爱来得刚刚好
慢一步我就走掉
或许上帝听见心中的祈祷
带我从孤单里逃跑
因为爱

rap:其实我一直存在着你周围的角落
守护着你陪伴着你呼吸和脉搏
每当你受挫我想我比谁都难过
因为我爱你虽然我从来不说
也许有一天你会忽然发现我
在混乱人海刮风下雨都为你守侯
我要你知道那是我心情愿承受
because i love you (i love you baby)
i really do (i really do)

你完美的太过火有太多的选择
我还能付出什么除了爱你
我一无所有

爱来得刚刚好
慢一步我就走掉
或许上帝听见心中的祈祷
带我从孤单里逃跑
因为爱

日复一日重复着错过的游戏
猜测在你的心中是否真的有我
不想一分一秒在犹豫之间蹉跎
我在等你说你也爱我你是我存在的理由

爱来得刚刚好
慢一步我就走掉
或许上帝听见心中的祈祷
带我从孤单里逃跑

爱来得刚刚好
慢一步我就走掉
或许上帝听见心中的祈祷
带我从孤单里逃跑
因为爱

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
11:07 PM

No Picnic.

1 more week i guess.

我只想祈求能多爱一些, 多幸运有她陪我相恋, 慈悲一点别让她太早说再见. 能不能放宽爱情的期限, 让拥抱可以拖延时间, 让吻她的瞬间像永远

Coffee Bean.

Me and You, heart to heart.<3

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
12:12 AM

How good is your english and chinese?

Sunday, September 20, 2009

The picture above is made with english alphabet to form a chinese word.

It is,

馬horSE

恨 Hate

全 ALL

Thought of sharing this because i find it interesting. :)

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
7:37 PM

Sickk

Being sick is definitely not what i intended.
Vomiting + diarrhea = sucks.
They don't go well together. :(

Rafa! I found your network! HAHAHA!

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
7:37 PM

PODS!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

All thanks to Criz Jie Fu for this chocolate. Finishing soon! :X

I don't have anything to update about.
Just hope that someone will buy my ipod touch soon.
And hope that the 32GB will be release soon.
22 days to go.
I'm looking at the bright side. :)
On the other hand, i hope everything will be fine for Ah Ma.
I'm spending more time with her.
I don't want to regret in the end.

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
11:34 PM

Apple iPod touch 3rd Gen 8GB

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Apple iPod touch 3rd Gen 8GB with bundle (skin-mate casing, travel charger and screen protector attached)
Brand New.
Selling at $340.
$7 cheaper than Apple retail shop.
Everything is intact.

http://cgi.ebay.com.sg/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=150373174867

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
5:50 PM

God's goodness.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Many times have we forgotten why do we come to church?
Ask yourself, why do you attend church every weekend?
Why?
Is it to please your Pastor?
Is it to get your attendance "marked"?
Or because you want to see that someone special in church?
Or are you just blending into the style?
Or is it just because you want to come for the sake of coming?

We attend church is definitely not to please the Pastors, not to get the attendance either.
We attend church because we WANT to WORSHIP GOD and listen to GOD'S WORD.
We want to praise Him because He is definitely worthy of our song and praises.
We give thanks to everything that The Lord has bless us with.

Many have forgotten that in all we do, give thanks.
When we are often troubled, we pray to God.
To ask Him to solve the problem, to heal, to bless.
However when He answered our prayers, we just simply walk away and pretend that nothing happen.
My point of view is, being able to live everyday, to wake up from your sleep is already a BLESSING from God.
Yet we always forget about giving thanks.
Thinking that being able to live everyday is because we are "LUCKY".
There is no such thing as luck.
Luck doesn't answer to all your prayers, GOD is!

You can mouth the words of a prayer all day long and just waste your time unless you also speak with your heart, speak with faith and believing in it.
And to speak with your heart means to embody first.
If you pray for love, be loving.
If you pray for wealth, be generous.
If you pray for health, practice health yourself.
If you pray for good result, study hard.
You can't be praying for something and you do the otherwise or you just sit down and do nothing and expect everything to just appear right in front of you.

Testify for Him.
Show the world His goodness, His grace and His mercy.
Don't just keep keep quiet when you know that God has done so much good things in your life.
He deserve all your praises, your worships and all your testimonials.
Lift up your hands, don't be ashamed or feel awakened about it.
WORSHIP HIM!
Be proud because you are serving a TRUE LIVING GOD.

Father God, we thank You for everything that You have done for us.
We praise You because no one else but You, and You alone are worthy of our praises.
Help us God to never forget in giving thanks.
Help us to worship You in truth.
God, help us to humble ourselves before You.
Lord, we want to be clothed with humility.
Not to boast about anything or everything we do.
However to boast about the goodness of You, God.
I surrender my all to You.
Lord, i pray that You will lead the everyday of my life.
Because God, without You, i am nothing.
Father, keep each and everyone of us safe and sound.
May the blood of Jesus encamp us.
Thank You Father.
I pray all this in the matchless name of Jesus Christ.
Amen!

I heard a calling from God, so i wrote a blog post about it. :)
Be faithful and He will reward your faithfulness. :)

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
10:49 PM

Counting down.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

29 days to go.

Brother, hope you still remember this place.

I'm sure you remember this! x)

Bro, since when you started your own brand of shoes? Haha!

Looks so much like Winnie. :(

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
8:11 PM

You never know what you have until it's gone.

It is always not as easy as you think it is.
Words that you said are never going to just turn into action without you doing anything.
If you don't put in any effort and just being apathetic.
Then don't expect anything to come back to you.
Having it doesn't mean you can abuse it.
Having it = taking it for granted.
Just because the thing is going to be there, you give no notice about it.

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
2:04 AM

Wishhh.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Digital SLR 14.2 Mega Pixel Single Lens Kit
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• Quick AF Live View
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• SteadyShot® INSIDE
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• Included with the versatile SAL1855 all-purpose lens that's perfect for wide-angle scenes and indoor people-shots.

Standard Retail Price:
S$ 1,399.00 * (inclusive of GST)

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Look at the price. *faint*
P.S. One more month to go.

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
10:57 PM

For everything you have done.

Friday, September 4, 2009

Went for music practice today.

Baby did backup for chinese service on my behalf. :)

Thanks dear!

She went home with Sethy when the chinese practice was over as it was getting late already.

I went home after the english practice was over.

Waited so long for 81.

The bus fare is seriously -.-

How i wish i was back to school. :(

Hitting the sack now.

Night~

I<3you.

NS man are evil. LOL!

Which i will be in 1 month time.

Hell yeah, Man Utd rules!

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
1:13 AM

Apprehensive.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Monday was my last day working at Nihon Mura.
Have to thank all staff there.
I did learn alot there. :)
Wish them all the best!

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Ok, went to watch Coco before Chanel today with Baby.
Seriously i find no reason why i should not sleep throughout the show.
BORING. -.-
Went and walk around after that.
Whenever i'm walking around Tampines.
I will drop by Sony at Tampines1.
Damnnnn..
I want a DSLR camera.
Wish i was ONCE as rich as i was.
Oh wellll...
Reality.
Hahaha.
Thanks for everything today Baby.

The 'I am ashamed' plant.

This Mochi cost $7. -.-

. bEe . [ 27 ]

my sweet addiction.
7:53 PM